This week our Bible study Chapter was on Strongholds. I started the week in a great place, ready to learn all about this and to surrender my strongholds…..God gave me the opportunity many times this week or should I say the devil gave me many opportunities to say my strongholds are bigger than God.
I don’t really know how I am doing in that area today. I have had a very difficult, trying week at home. I woke up very sad and very very tired (I am beginning to think one of my strongholds is tiredness) this morning. I don’t know what to do or where to turn except to God, I am asking Him to please show me clearly without a doubt what is the next step, where do I go from here and what now.
The good news in all of this is I finally broke down and cried like I haven’t cried in about 8 years. I cried so much I ended up with a headache, but it was something I desperately needed.
I am very behind on the study, haven’t answered all of the questions yet. I will get them posted as soon as I can but will probably be awhile. I am not sure how much I will be on the computer ~ need to take care of something family issues.