I have some exciting news!! Welcome to the very first “Fabulous Friday with Cheryl.” Fridays will now feature one of my bestest friends, Cheryl. We have jumped into some adventures over the last couple of years ~ adventures that have thankfully turned out to be incredibly funny stories even through our own stupidity. I am so excited that she has joined me on this adventure. A few words that describe Cheryl. Generous ~ Kind ~ Loving ~ Caring ~ Laughter ~ A Smile that Lights up a Room ~ Inspirational ~ Beautiful ~ Endearing ~ Jesus’ Light Shining ~ A Friend that Gives Everything. If you have Cheryl in your life, you have more than a friend, you have a sister forever! Please help me welcome Cheryl!!!
When I was a little girl, long ago, and needed time to myself, I would walk down past the stinky chicken coop into the garden, through the tall rows of corn and the tomatoes, finally past the potatoes and squash I would go. There it was, just past the hog fence, which was not the most pleasantly smelling place to sit, yet there in a small line of trees was a very large tree stump. That was my favorite “alone” place.
I would crawl up onto the old stump, and talk to God. I would cry out to Him “Why is this happening? Why doesn’t anyone love me?” I would yell, stomp, scream and cry. As usual I felt as no one heard me. But then I would hear a voice in my head that would say “Are you done now?” He would say “My child, I have never left you, I am always here!” He would then dry my tears and want to see me smile. He would say “look at those silly pigs playing in the mud!” I would giggle until it was time to go back to the house.
I really believe that God met me there in the middle of that line of trees on the big old tree stump. Why as an adult do I not feel free to find a safe place to yell, scream, cry and ask God “Why?” It may not be that old tree stump out by the hog pen, but it could be a room, a car or even inside my head. I don’t allow myself to feel these emotions, in denying them I have hopes of being normal.
But what if it is normal to feel these things? What if it is normal to ask God “WHY?” His Word tells us to come to Him as little children. What if we all had an old stump that was waiting for us through the garden right past the fence of the hog pen? What if we took all of our troubles to Him even if it means yelling, screaming and asking “WHY?” What if we were real with God? What would happen?
I think I would be much happier with myself, my life and my choices if I were “real” with God. He is still with me every step of the way. When I remember that ~ I smile! What makes you smile? Do you have your own version of an old tree stump?
And He said “I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven…” ~ Matthew 18:3